I saw the kidney doctor today...I'm still process what happened. He confirmed that I do have renal failure. My BUN and creatinine levels are all way too high. He prescribed procrit shots for me to self administer. I have to meet with a surgeon in order to determine which type of dialysis is right for me. I am in a state of shock right now. I feel like I'm just watching everything happen, yet I'm not really here. I don't know what to say. I'm completely in another state of mind. Maybe after a few days this will all hit me, and then I can mourn. As for right now, I feel disconnected from the world.