Today I met with the surgeon. Due to previous surgeries in my abdomen, I am not capable of using peritoneal dialysis. This is completly unfortunate. Now they will have to map out my veins, and then surgically sew two together, typically on my forearm, for hemodialysis. I will have to be dialized three days a week, for four hours each session. I can not believe this news. I am so devastated. I don't even want to think about it right now. I feel like I can't catch a break.