Searching for a doctor...

Today I'm still thinking about my illness and what it means. I'm searching for a kidney doctor that will hopefully help answer some of these questions. I realize that I need to see someone soon, but I also what a doctor who will take the time to explain to me the ends and outs of this disease. I want someone who will give me all of my options and their possible outcomes. I want the pros and cons on everything. I just want to be able to make an informed decision. I think the health care system owes every patient that right. I still haven't been able to tell anyone yet. Although at times I feel I'm about to burst, I know can't tell my family/friends yet. I need more information!